So... I haven't written any blog posts for a while...simply because I was really busy with school work and part-time jobs...they're just driving me crazy!!!
Something is bothering me recently...lol not relationship, friendship, or money... it's true that this is something about my future, my life change...
As you may know, I have studied in the States for 4 years and I used to claim myself "states lover" because I always said I love the states and sometimes I even said I don't like Hong Kong...Yea...that's kind of frustrating sometimes...Do I really "dislike" Hong Kong? I don't!? Most of the reasons I gave is humid climate - that I usually sweat a lot during summer, culture - it's really competitive in Hong Kong, and I just .. dont understand why I like speaking english...yes I really want to speak in an American accent without my ugly accent...AND that's why I have a group of friends in the states while studying there...
OK...so back to the topic...i claim this as a life crisis because I have to make a very very clear decision...so last week my family has received the longest wait ever mail - immigration for the United States....I was SHOCKED...because that was the mail that I was waiting for the longest time and surprisingly my name was on the mail.....what that mean is my should have not on the mail because I am over 21...so our family became crazy about it...we looked thru all the websites/forums about such case...we even consulted a lawyer who cost us 550USD per hour [dafuq] and it came to my attention that i may not be eligible for the immigrant visa...and so...should i be sad?or let it be?
I HAVE NO CLUE..Should I try as many ways as possible? i was even planning to ask my previous professors to write me a letter so that the US embassy may consider my case as I am an useful person and may give an advantage to the states [not coming for their welfare/benefits] ... I am really confuse...cuz my family is doing too much on this...should i ask myself again and again that how much I like the states? Honestly, I asked many of my friends but i still dont have an answer...a lot of them has strong bias on either going back or stay in Hong Kong....and it's really a life decision because you are not just going there for tour...
I think I tried to think twice...and I think I consider the states as my second choice for job as my base should be in hong kong....but there are just toooooo many to think of........ environment.....culture.......life...........people.......ENGLISH SPEAKING ABILITY..... LOL
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