Losing something in your life

Last week, I was a little bit sad because I lost something in my life- A friend.
I had that experience of losing friends in my life, especially in my childhood. Those time was ... I do not even want to think about them anymore.
Because of my bad temper, I lost a lot of my friends in my life. Lost means ...without contact or not even facebook friends...isn't it sad? You are not even facebook friends with someone you had memories with.
Since I graduated from my high school, I realized the importance of friends and the importance of how to keep your friends in touch. I don't want to be a lonely freak when I am old. That's why I tried to care my friends as much as I can. Though, I don't think I care enough about my friends. I can't keep everything update to my friends all the time...and that's the time we called "move on"...

I had the same shit happened last week. I felt like I am losing a friend...but then I tried to keep calm and told myself there's nothing I can do if I am really losing a friend. Seriously, I would be freaking out in the past because I feel like I did something wrong again and people are trying to isolate and ignore me...but yea...

We always need to move on with our lives right? it's like I was so mad about everything in Hong Kong but now I get used of most of the thing.
I was so pissed off with the school stuff, but I still have to move on and finish my school...
WE BORN TO MOVE ON...WE HAVE NO CHOICE...lol

For you, I wanna use one lyrics in  "somebody I used to know" to end this post. It came to my attention to be friends or not friends. I just found I was an idiot to keep in touch with you which you didn't even give a fuck to...

Idiot must not be a word to describe myself.


Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over