再碰上運氣都不及你
做夢每天跟你 種下長期盛放的薔薇
無數夜晚共你欣賞天氣
無奈告一段落 短促的幻覺
從某月某日再不奢望會有結果
繼續愛下去於可 有趣 伴侶漸覺累
怎麼會也剩低一片焦土
存著什麼 問題為何會越多
失去預計怎料 我共你在一夜之間分割
沒有昨天的知覺 承認我已經不懂開口
直到吻下去 才發現已放手
回味每一秒 浮現那天雨中糾纏
等不到結局最後某夜各自甦醒
過後遺下再無人到過的家 痕跡被滅去
留下像褪色多天的心痛眼瓷@長久(從此)裝飾下去＊
不怕灰暗伴你逗留 跟你走到異國盡頭
怕欠缺力氣捉不住你
日落縱使不美 卻像藏著獨有的奧秘
才會讓我共你 不捨不棄
I really think I need to stop. I really want to end this because it's not gonna work. This is a good song I don't want to deal with any emotions and relationships anymore I just want to stay calm waiting for my graduate school results. I know I have to go back to Hong Kong I don't want to go back who I was originally or 4 years ago. Life is already tiring I don't think I deserve something like this. I want something chill and normal. Yeah. I agree I was lonely and I want to stick with someone else but it made no sense to me when I knew I lost many friends and classmates and was doing something really stupid. I knew there would be no "outcome" at the end because everything is too late too late. I hate being indecisive. I guess you know I am indecisive too that's why you think I would stick around with you?
On the other hand, I have trust issue too. I am pretty sure I don't really trust what people telling me. I prefer what I feel and what I see from my eyes. Yes. I like guessing and analyzing people. This is so true because everything that i guessed and analyzed still fits. I don't think I got anything wrong this time. But thanks I think you just need more time to deal with your life too. I saw what you were saying about geography, however, I can't ask myself to trust you even you told me you were awake to study...this is so lame because i couldn't believe even one small thing from you. I guess you just lied too much in the past. I tried to trust you but my mind doesn't allow me to do it. haha this is really funny. I am just free writing on my blog.
I really hope Master of Science from both school would accept me because I still think I am a Science people after six years! :D
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