I really want to type this out...
There is always something that you really care about, while there is something that you don't really care.
When you really care about a person, while this person doesn't really care about you.
While you really want this person to be your bff, this person doesn't really want to be your bff.
For the 22 years of my life, I hate being ignored. Being ignored means "you actually knew it but you just pretend nothing happened"
My early years of high school life was a disaster. I was being ignored without any prior notice. I didn't know any reason when I was being ignored. I didn't know what I did wrong.
And, Yes! Every time when I was being ignored, it reminds me the disaster in my high school.
I am not a person that get "seriously" pissed easily because I know it's not easy to get "recover" for the friendship. I usually get "seriously" pissed when I bear some kind of situation for a while. When I get "seriously" pissed, I will say all the shit to my friend. If my friend never listens to me, he/she will no longer to be my friend because it's really tired to have a friendship like this.
I tried hard. I tried really hard. But being ignored is just something I can't stand or bear. Sorry!
Maybe it's hard to understand my feeling.
Anyway, I really learn a lesson in this quarter. And thanks for bringing that horrible disaster feeling back to me recently! :P
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